Loneliness and sadness has been replaced with angst and contempt. I call people out & crave bluntness- don't beat around the bush. I'm not gonna put up with hidden agendas.
I don't know how to handle this, but honestly I'd rather have aggressive thoughts than apathetic ones. I'd still call it improvement from my previous state, because it's something I can control. I felt like I was stuck for awhile, like wheels in the mud- aggressiveness will keep me moving forward.
... I think. Maybe I'm approaching it the wrong way.
Things always work out in the end anyway. Although feisty, I am optimistic.